The other side

I'm sitting in the dark. Well, typing, thinking. "I want to be a Vampire", It's my long time dream. I want to be a Vampire when I was 25, Because I think it's a good age to be one. Not so old, not very young, just right. But, when I was 25 I have dreams, ambitions. The problem is I don't know how to reach them, to get them. So now, I'm 30, no job and just sitting in the dark. I have someone. That someone loves me and vice versa. My someone is always there, always. Never gave up on me, even in my darkest times.  Isn't she wonderful? I met her when I was 21. She made me want to be a vampire more than ever. To spend the rest of eternity with her is what I wanted. It was a part of my dream. Years passed and we went through everything. Everything that can ruin anything that love stands for. We would talk for hours and sleep together. We were inseparable. Until it all went wrong. The hours and hour...

I've been angry lately I don't know why I quit my job recently To pursue something else I think I'm always angry It just depends on the circumstances There's things that I can't say, can't do There's things that I say that I regret too. I'm not trying to make a poem or rhyme, It just feels like it's the right line. I've been thinking excessively lately, sometimes it just makes no sense, No sense at all. I was told I'm smart, I don't know. That's what they say, but I'm not sure. When you see the one you love to be doing something, do you need to help all the time? My mind is battling with itself. How? I don't know. When you love someone, do you always need to help? Yes, but not always. There are things that your partner would like to impulsively and you'll just be looking at them. The tricky part is, when you don't do anything - you don't love them. ...